$SPY I'm going to conviction hold $115k $TVIX when the vix hits 10.6 to 9.14. I will accumulate in 20k stages. I will block it out and not watch during the day. I will check at 4pm and pre market. I will not sell until the vix is near 40. I work retail. Can you imagine having all of your cash in a tripple etf while working blind to it's movements. That is my rush. That is my addiction.